Today’s blog post, spirit asked me to get personal and share. I am a soul living in a human body and I feel it is important to get real (where life is concerned) on this journey…
Today I am just so grateful to wake up and experience life! To know where I am today and the direction where spirit is taking me, excites me to wake up each day. The more I AM true to my heart and my authentic self the greater joy I feel. I used to put an emphasis on external gain – to fill my cup of happiness. I used to be afraid to express myself truthfully – out of fear of rejection. I used to compensate my inner happiness – by pleasing other people. I used to keep myself so busy – so I could numb out from feeling what I needed to feel. I also liked to have some wine and stuff my face with low nutrional value foods – so I could unplug and unwind from life’s not so pleasant moments. But when I did these things, I still felt empty inside and I knew – deep within – I wasn’t reaching my full potential for life – within my heart. Don’t get me wrong, these moments still creep up for me – but a deeper truth overrides these facets and puts me back on balance. For when I am in these moments, I have always been left with the same fleeting feeling within- there was something more to be experienced from it all. Something greater than myself. So, I simply went within and found that something more.
I am a human – as are you – and of course we must follow the eb and flow of life, of whatever that looks and feels like for each of us. No judgements. You have to do what feels right and rings true only for you and if that includes a glass of wine- go for it beautiful soul! I am just sharing my authentic truth, where i am at in my fork of the road if you will. If you relate – great! If not, that is cool too! I am now moving into a new sense of BEING that I never could have even imagined existed. Stepping into this beautiful heart space. Literally I feel elated by life! I friqin’ LOVE life. Sure I have my human moments, but in those moments greater perspectives of conciousness shifts are gained. We are all being guided gently back to this place. We may be awake to this truth. We may be naive to this truth. We may reject this truth. But something inately within – pulls us back to this authentic home – to achieve this blissful heart space.
So with a deeper dedication to the ultimate source of all within – I want to help be a part of commiting to this truth, so I can also be a guide of love for others. I can’t walk the talk, if I don’t practice the talk- equally like us all. To step into greater peace in my life and be immersed in this important soul growth work, I have done intense inner work. With my inner work, I have the clarity to help shift debris for others.
I have had a couple of rough moments of releasing further this year, and in this past month, in particular, spirit whispered to me “alcohol needs to be eliminated to help bring into alignment more of your souls calling to be of service to this world”. I AM honoring that. Now – I AM authentically stepping into my life purpose to help be of service to help others. In essence, for me to be true to myself and to serve others with unconditonal love -THE SHIT and GARBAGE that still lingers in my BEING has to go once and for all! Yes I swore. I am talking about my internal debris that is EXPIRED and needs to be released. I could deny this and say I am a perfect angel but I would be lying to myself and lying to you. We all have debris and it is only US – our OWNSELVES – that knows what this garbage looks and feels like. So why not take out the trash I ask? Would you keep a dirty garbage bag in your house and let it sit and rot – OR – would you take it out to the trash so you can have a fresh and vibrant home? So think about that for a moment and relate that to what needs to be let go from your emotional, behavioral, conditioned and genetically imprinted DNA once and for all. We can break cycles from repeating by committing to the work of “The Alive In Heart Initiave” created by Janelle Streeter which I am excited to share with you as my inner world of knowledge grows and expands to bring this gift to you. If your heart only feels compelled to receive this gift. You are your ultimate guide. Keep in mind- this is for when the time and space has come for you to empty YOUR trash. This is not others people trash I am talking about. So dive into YOUR trash bag ONLY. Are you responsible to take the trash out for all the people in your live? NO – this trash is only in YOUR hands!!! So own it, take responsibility and go through your debris and release it once and for all!
Your inner being will thank you. I promise! As naive as we may think of this truth or not – we ultimately are meant to each experience this – within- internally – when we do the work and RELEASE what is not serving us for our highest good.
Hehe – get it?! BE fully Alive in your Heart and fully step into your ALIVENESS!
Amp up your heart to love this week!
In the name of service, love and truth. PINK LOVE and Abundant Blessings!!!